Let's leave it at that

Everything was going perfectly, and I guess I should have known that it couldn't last. I was about due for a disaster.

Some of you know what's going on, and there's no sense in repeating it: those of you who don't are probably better off not knowing. The short of it is that I'm feeling miserable and rather angry with myself. Things may not be as bad as I initially thought, but they're pretty bad.

That's frustratingly ambiguous, I know, but it's a complicated situation and I want to avoid causing embarassment to people other than myself (I don't think I could feel any more embarassed than I do right now). I just didn't think it was right to pass over this without saying anything.

Also, I may not be posting at all in the near future. I have some serious thinking to do that I should have done a long time ago.